sheries' closet

game over

2009-06-27T15:56:00.000-07:00

i lost the battle

became too self centered

made the wrong the decision

now i cant undo it

your never the same person

looks like i cant do anything now to have it like the way it was before

theres no way i can prove i regret those days

coz you dont know how i feel for you

guess you will never know

and we will never be that way again

...comfortable

should i quit?

I hate my network provider

2008-10-15T10:38:00.001-07:00

I recently got a samsung i900 (Omnia) which is a really great phone. With 5mp camera, up to 32gb memory (internal + external) and windows mobile ver6.1 operated you are definitely gonna fall in love with this thing. Some people say its an iPhone killer but I wouldnt know since I didnt get the chance to experience iPhone. Anyway, lets make this nerdy entry short because I know the people who read my blogs are not into gadgets and other nerdy stuff that I like such as Cosplay and videogames. oh by the way speaking of videogames I cant wait to see the PSP killer handheld gaming device of xbox harharhar.

alrighty, where was I?, yeah network provider

Globe doesnt have the GPRS setting for this device. How crappy is that? I havnt tried calling Smart yet since I like the IDD rates that globe offers and no solid reason to go the other way yet. but come on! this phones features such as video call, MMS, GPS, Podcast are gonna be useless if I dont have a darn connection! I mean I dont have wifi connectivity available all the time! I cant stay in front of Philam tower or starbucks or where have you all the time!

ARGH!!! DARN DARN DARN DARN!! ........... DARN!

i tried using xda setting but it doesnt work! DARN!

AND I MISS THE COSPLAY THAT WAS RECENTLY HELD AT MEGAMALL! another DARN! =P

whew~ i think i need tons of chocolates!

chocolate = endorphin = happy happy joy joy! =P

like our fave song... that we can relate =P

2008-10-09T14:07:00.000-07:00

maybe 20 years from now
well both sit down and have a few beers
we might be happier than we are today
contented than we are right now
...or might be the total opposite
we might feel a lil weird to be back on that same place
it'll be cute if we are going wear the similar brown polyester shirt
reminisce about the stupid things we used to do when we were young
and worry about our own kids... if we are goin to have any
rant about our current husband and wife..(again, if we are goin to have any)
rave about the things we did that we think are great at least to our standards
feel sorry for all the time we should have spent together.. if only we dont have to work and make money

talk about silly games we used to play when we were young

and the silly games we still play when we got old =P
talk about how time flies and how gray our hairs are
check how many beers we can still take before we start talking spanish or french
argue about that stupid thing we used and still argue about since way back god-knows-when
but still be thankfull coz we met and we became friends

they say in a life time if you happen to find 3 persons you can call BEST friend, you can be considered the most wealthiest person in the world.

well then I AM FILTHY RICH!

even if one of the best friends i got is an A**HOLE!! harharhar

im not made up of sugar spice and everything nice

2008-10-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

enrich your vocabulary

2008-10-06T10:50:00.000-07:00

LINSHAK = Lintik na Shakol
PUNYENGAS = Punyetang Ungas
PUNYEMAK = Punyetang Manyak
BADONG = Bad and wrong
TANGINIS = P*I* Nakakainis
PAKSHIT or simply PS = F*cking Shit
KENGKOY = Kerengkeng na Unggoy
BONGAS = Bobong Ungas

for my set of friends who is not fluent or familiar with gay lingo...
48 years;
- anything to establish length of time ... na sobrang tagal na, naiinip ka na o namumutla na mata mo at gusto mo nang patayin yung hinihintay

moaida gonzalez / aida borda
- ang kinatatakutang AIDS virus

adiquate / adiktus
- mga sumisinghot o nagtuturok ng illegal na droga; applicable din sa mga mukha lang talagang adik

anda / anjus / andalei
- lahat tayo gusto nito ... pera, limpak limpak na pera

akez / akechi / akechiwara
- katumbas ng pronoun na "ako" anek-anek- equivalent ng "anu-ano"anufaflu- binaklang "anu pa ba?"ar-ar herrera- walang koneksyon sa dating host ng "eh kasi bata;" tawag sa mga nag-iinarteng wala naman tamang sa lugar

aura / aurora sevilla
- umaali-aligid o nagpapapansin sa crush

award / award-winning
- na-sermonan or napagsabihan

balay / balay-china
- gay term for bahay

balaj / balahura
- nakalimot ng kanilang urbanidad

barda
- malaki at matangkad; pwedeng comliment, ok lang din kung hindi; short for bardagul

bangenge
- lasing o senglot to the max, as in ibang level

bayonic / bayaz / tek tek
- masturbate

bilat / bilat-chi / salot / babaitan
- ang tunay na salot sa buhay ng mga bading, ang kompitensiya ... walang iba kundi ang mga babae

bitter ocampo / bitterness
- walang konek sa ex ni tin tin hermosa; tawag sa taong nagda-drama, nag si-sentimiento at halos makapatay ng kapwa sa bitterness

beauty card
- katumbas ng pogi-points; pag ginamit ang charm para makarating o makuha ang pinakaasam-asam, china-charge ito sa beauty card

beau-con
- short for beauty contest; general term ito, mapa-miss gay o pang baryong pageant

bobita peron
- isang taong bobo, t*nga, inutil ... bobo

bona / bonamhin
- anal sex ... prangkahan na 'to

boogie / boogie wonderland
- nakakapagod pero hindi ito yung sayaw, masakit sa katawan dahil bubugan ito

book / booking
- lakad o date with a guy; pwedeng mauwi sa sex ito

borlogs
- katumbas ng salitang "tulog"

bumburumbei / boom boom
- hindi basta-basta pimples ... hindi na mabilang na pimples

byongkangan / kangkangan
- anal sex na walang humpay

chabilita
- mga chubby but cute; pwede gamitin sa mga ordinaryong chubby kahit hindi cute, pero wag mashadong abusuhin

chakka / chapter / chaka khan
- "panget" ang ibig ipakahulugan nito; kung hindi mo alam 'to, ikaw ang chakkachorvah- maraming ibig sabihin; pwedeng hindi lang maalala yung sasabihin niya kaya sinabi na lang niyang "chorva;" pwede ring tumutukoy sa sex; o kaya naman tawag mo sa jowa mo

constru / constructicons
- ang mga taong tumutulong sa pag-gawa ng mga infrastraktura; collective term para sa mga carpentero at mason na minsan masarap pagpantasyahan ... depende yan sa trip mo

cryola
- iyak ... kahit wala namang dahilan, qualified pa din yung term

daks / dakelya / dakas / biggee-a-note-a
- malaking kargada ng lalaki; walang definite measurement kung ano ang katumbas ng daks, pero pag naluha ka, yun na yon

deadlak- patay na ... pantukoy sa mga totoong patay na o kaya walang ulirat

dilimgenic
- gwapo lang sa kadiliman

donna cruz
- tawag sa ulan ... "rain gently falls whenever we say goodbye ..."

EB
- abbreviation ng eye bol; eyebol ang tawag pag sa simula pa lang ang usapan ay magkikita lang para magchikahan, magkape o magtirintasan ng buhok

eching/ echos
- expression, pwede ring tawag sa mga taong nagwa-1-2-3 o literal na nangloloko ... as in talaga, hindi ako nange-eching

eklipany / eklips
inaantok o tulog

eksenadora
- papansin, walang pinipiling kasarian; kung papansin, papansin talaga

effect / effectionate
- gwapo; as in lilingon-ako-bakit-hindi gwapo; or an expression of approval

ermingard
- a term for security guards

foundation day
- araw kung kailan nag foundation ka ng walang salamin at hindi pantay o mashadong makapal ang pagkaka-apply; in short nag foundation ka para gumanda, pero hindi ito halata

funda
- pressed powder o kaya foundation

gardan angel / gardo versosa
- security guard

ganda lang- see beauty card

gelay
- another term for babae, totoong babae

getlak / getching
- kuhanin ang isang bagay

gandara parks
- isang magandang babae at mini-mean mo yun

girafeeeee / majirap
- less fortunate induvidual

hada / hadju
- the act of giving someone a blow job

haggard / haggardness
- pagod na pagod na itsura, nanunuyong balat at parang nagahasa ka ng 20 panget na lalaki; basically, pagod na pagod at wala sa party mood

hanashi
- general term for comment, pwedeng maganda o panlalait; most of the time yung ikalawa yon

hairlalu / herlilet
- pwedeng literal na buhok o yung humahaba pag nagmamaganda ka

imbey / imbyerna
- feeling na irita o inis towards something o someone

indiana jones
- siyang walang awang nagpapa-asa na pupunta pero hindi sisipot

incrimin / incri / fayattola- sobrang payat, matamlay at mukhang sakitin

isda
- mga jologs na bagets na ruma-rampa sa mga plaza at nagpapa-hada

ispluk
- another term for chikka o sabi; most of the times ginagamit pag tsinitsismis mong may sinabi/inispluk na masama si kumare, parang ganon

jackson
-kalandian o yung taong nilalandi

mojerbaks- sh*t ... ta*; or to sh*t ... pagtae (baho ...)

jiritation
- irita o irritated, kahit alin lang sa dalawa ... kung gahaman ka, pwede rin pareho

jolina / jolina magdangal
- pwedeng katumbas ng tanong na "uwi ka na?" o kaya "tuli ka na?"

jologinding
- mga batang baklang jologs

jowa / bowa / bufra / asawa
- boyfriend o lover, pwedeng siryosohan o hindi

jubis
- mataba to the point na obese na; pwede ring general term for taba o mataba

julie yap daza
- mahuling may ginagawang kwestiyunable o mabaggansiya; pwede ring gamitin pag gusto mo nang umuwi

junanis
- an-an, pwede sa mukha o sa likod

kabog
- as in talbog lahat

karir / kape
- liniligawan o sinusuyong lalaki; pwede ring tawag pag over ka sa pagka-siryoso sa ginagawa mo ... parang tong diksyunaryong 'to, kinakarir

kokaru / kariret
- kotse o auto

kemerkemerlou
- wala lang, pandagdag pag hindi mo na alam ang sasabihin mo

khebs / khebber / khebang
- dead ka lang at walang pakialam

knowings
- alam ko na yan

kwala lumpoor / skwala / skwala lumpoor
- mahirap na nilalang

kuping / kopas
- another term for blow job

kurek- meaning "tama ka diyan!"

kyoho / kyawti
- mabaho ... ipagsigawan mo talaga, para mas effect

kyolibash
- ang official sports ng mga bading ... volleyball

lafang / lapokstra / laps
- pagkain o akto ng pagkain, pwedeng tumukoy sa totoong pagkain o isang bahagi ng katawan ng tao

lulurki / duduki- another term for lalaki

luz viminda / luz clarita / lucita soriano
- loss o talo

matus / mating
- mag nakaw; kuhanin nang walang paalam ...

matingera / watingera
- magnanakaw

mr clean
- tawag sa bading o taong nagmamalinis; pwedeng idugtong at kantahin ang karugtong na mga linya "... mahal ka namin."

magic / tiburcio / tiboli / patis tesoro
- our female counterpart ... mga tomboy

mermaid / mayda fatale
- katulong o house help

maderaka / mudra / mujai
- ang tawag mo sa ermat

maganda / nagmamaganda
- tawag mo sa kahit sinong umeeksena o nagmamarunong

motokiya- motorcycle

nomo / nomohan
-inom o inuman o lasingan

nyostises- pustisoohm / hombre / hombash
- more popular term for lalaki, regardless kung gwapo o hindi

onda / shonda / tanders / tanderbolt and lighnint very very frightening
- mga senior citizens

ostrich
-mayaman

pa-mhin / paminta / pamintang durog
- mga baklang obvious na bading pero nagkukunwaring straight

pang-rampa
- meaning trophy boyfriend

pang-kama
- mga jowang pang sex lang

pa-pampam
- papansin o nagpapapansin

pa-pay
- mga papang nagpapabayad

pasarap
- mga lalaking intentionally o unintentionally na mapang-akit at mapanukso

pasok
- meaning acceptable ang punchline o bumenta ang idea

pujai / pudra / paderaka
- tawag mo sa erpat mo

purita mirasol / purez / purita magdalena
- mga below poverty line o nag-iinarte kang walang pera; pwede ring pantukoy sa mga taong nagkukuripot

rampadora
- rampa nang rampa

ricah
- mayaman; pero hindi lahat ng mapera, reserved for people na maganda na mayaman pa

s'mellani marquez
- signal para amuyin mo ang isang nilalang kung may putok ba ito o kung puka rin ang hasang niya

SEB
- short for sex eye bol; pag ang eyebol e nauwi sa kama, o kaya dahil makakati kayo yun na agad napag-usapan, e nagiging SEB ang EB

service / nyerbis
- pag ang bading ay nagpa-blow job

shala
- general term for sosyal, minsan kahit hindi nababagay ... kaplastikan lang, ganon; pwede ring positive expression

shomodstra / shomod / taho
- short for "tamod extract"; refers to semen, ano ba?!!

sight
- nakita mo o nag-uutos kang tignan nila

siyano
-probinsiyano: sa isip, sa salita at sa punto

silantro / bi / bulate / silam
- mga silahis o bi-sexual

sisteraka / sisteret / ati / ning
- kaibigang bading o at least babaeng bading

slovak / slovakia / slovak republic
- mga mababagal pumick-up

sunshine cruz / shine shine cruz
- umaga o kaya paumaga na

tagilidgenic
- gwapo lang sideways

talak
- mga putak, walang humpay na panenermon, pamumuna and/or pagrereklamo

talakitok
- mga mahihilig tumalak

talikodgenic
- gwapo lang pag nakatalikod

taruzh
- expression equivalent ng "TARAY!"

tegi
- synonimous sa salitang patay

telag / shelag
- tinitigasan; tumatayo ang nota

tiis-ganda
- type of fashion sense wherein dead ma ka kung masakit, basta maganda sayo ex. masikip na sapatos at hindi na dumadaloy ang dugo sa bandang ibaba o manipis na damit at ginaw na ginaw ka na

TODA / paTODA
- mga tricycle driver; may mangilan-ngilan kasing gwapo talaga at hindi nababagay bumiyahe

warla
- away o pantukoy sa taong galit

warlatik
-taong mahilig makipag-away o kaya violent na

wirishima / wit / wiz / wa
- term of negation

wishing
- another term of negation

saturday night

2008-10-01T04:11:00.000-07:00

this entry is not about a party or some goodtimes that happened on a saturday night. this is about how boring my saturday night is. =P
LINSHAK!$@#
sorry but i just cant contain it! I have to at least blurt that word out. i have to be at work every damn saturday night of my life. this TANGINIS schedule is locked until november! kainis! wooooh! HOLY COWPUNK! my off falls on sunday and tuesday night! well that is a very nice rest day for those people who LOVES BALLROOM DANCING!!! (another TANGINIS). the only good thing that I can think of or at least happens during my saturday shift is that my officemates seems to be making it a pizza day for everybody. we eat pizza every saturday even if we are already sick and tired of eating pizza, even if you wanna throw up with just the smell of it, you still have to eat pizza coz its saturday, and saturday is pizza day! =P and the guy who keeps calling me bogart at work is off every saturday so thats a YEY! well i am really known as "bogart" on my previous workplace because i tell everybody that my name is bogart but yeah i cant reverse it anymore so i just let it pass and let them call me bogart. I cant remember what state of mind im at when I told the whole class on my previous workplace that my name is bogart. All i remember is that I am so sleepy at that time and my mouth is not in sync with my brain. Its like the mouth just want to keep talking without the brain processing what should be blurted out. I remember that i even said i like movies that involves killing animals and if they share the same passion they can go to my place in cavite. nyahaha

another good thing about my saturday night shift is.... uhmm... another good thing... oh yeah... well... eh.. I cant think of anything else... besides im getting paid for reading bob ongs book for almost 8 hours while eating pizza.

for Bugoy

2008-09-15T16:39:00.000-07:00

Bugoy,
when I talked to your cousin I was waiting for him to tell me the words "JOKE LANG" when he said your already gone.
Till now i still wish these are all part of a bad dream.
your another reason why I will force myself to believe theres afterlife
I will definitely see you again soon maybe in another lifetime
but in this lifetime,
I will be forever grateful that, even if you are taken away too soon, we have crossed paths
you have become like a brother to me and I will never forget you
thank you for being a brother to my sisters too
thanks for all the happy memories that you become a part of during my college life
most of all those trippings outside our college life
and thanks for the dog you once gave me
advance happy birthday next month
I knew your entire 27 years of existence are all good.
Ill see you again someday Dude!
for now I have to stay on earth and endure more pain that life has to throw at me
I, for sure, am going to miss you a LOT...
ill see you when i get there.♥

....

2008-09-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

why do i keep thinking about you
do you think about me too?
why am i willing to wait?
am i really waiting for something?
how will i know if a sacrifice is worth it?
how long can i hold on?
why do i catch a breath when i think of you?
and not feel the same towards others who is just within my reach.
why cant i let this feeling go away?
why do i want to believe now that something can really last forever?
i used to think i can live alone.
why do i feel incomplete without you?
why do i have to feel like this?
i havnt done anything wrong
i dont deserve this.
why is it that all of a sudden i wanna know what love is?
why am i willing to give relationship another shot.
why am i getting myself ready for another pain?
when i have told myself that it will never happen again.
why do i feel weak?
when i know that im tougher than this.
why dont i give a damn if your playing with me or not?
why do i keep hoping that you are serious if i really dont know if you are?
i guess im just gonna have to let things happen.
see what tomorrow will bring
live for the day
try to keep on breathing
maybe just like before,
this will soon be over
even before i knew its over

I WOULD...

2008-09-04T17:10:00.000-07:00

i repeat! i would.... amputate myself if there is a single GUY living on planet earth who knows or CAN behave!!!!!!!

they can only celibate for a maximum of 6 months....

-end of entry-

Something Positive

2008-08-19T12:08:00.000-07:00

NOT all my entries are negative
I am trying to look at the brighter side of life
and I owe that to my friend you know who you are

thats not yet the positive entry im talking about

just recently, one of my cousin got married. unexpected and on a foreign land and to a foreigner.
I asked her why and how the hell it happened.
she said you will never know its coming and once its there right in front of you, you just go ahead and grab it.
and its so funny how we were giggling like high school girls when she told me the story behind it.
made me realize that fairy tales still do come true. theres just no happy ending nor sad ending coz it never ends. life is a fairy tale. and its up to you if you want it to be a good story or not.

It also made me remember a few things that I was told when I was a newbie in the game called love...

Things to do to spice up a relationship and how to make it last

Everyday you need to see the little things that your partner do. It could be anything - cooking/preparing lunch for you, givin you a neck rub, or just by saying I love you out of the blue.

Everyday you need to laugh. Not only that it helps the relationship to be healthy it will also make you feel good and young.

Try not to cry when you are fighting. Words will become mumbly and unrecognizable when your sobbing. Fix things up like grown ups all the time.

Find a hobby. Do something that both of you loves to do.

Be spontaneous. Routinary relationship is BORING.

Have some Space. This ofcourse depends on how much time you spend with each other. You have to miss your partner sometimes.

Every year remember why you are in love with your partner and why did you choose him and why he holds that special spot and not anybody else. It could be anything. Is it the way he announce his farts or the way he holds your hand? or could be something deeper.

And of course.. be not just his girlfriend.. but also his best friend.

So there you go. Sounds easy but trust me when theres pain you will forget all about this and that pain will poison you and turn you into something self-destructive.

I do have a "self-destruct" button. I havnt pressed it yet. You wanna know where it is located? =)

Thats what you get!

2008-08-04T23:58:00.000-07:00

hey sherie
you make me want to come out again
well im not gonna use you to hurt anybody today, im just here to say a few words to hurt you even more.
I just want to say something to prove that I am RIGHT all along
so what did you get for letting your heart run wild again?
ahh yes, NOTHING but pain
but dont worry
that makes you human, your weak after all and thats all youll ever gonna get
so to tackle at least a few things that really makes you feel icky are, first and foremost,
the line that you play on your head over and over again - "Im always thinking of you"
oohh yeah, that makes it so disgusting

tell me... why him?

you have forgotten and actually believed some of the stuff that you dont have faith with?
like for example, the distance.
you always tell yourself when someone is not physically there
he is as good as nothing
so why did you forget that?
and the fact that you dont know him that well, this is a first, a major stupidity on your part,
you almost believed that relationship is a good thing. what a crap.
but yeah you thought he is your imaginary guy that came to life but then again you were wrong.
but okay lets give him credit, for his honesty, and yeah he came close.
BUT he JUST came close.

okay
I am also goin to say some positive things
that actually made you open your eyes and see whos been there on your side all along that cares and love you
get into a relationship. youve been single for too long. your best at solving your problem with another problem.
just go and play and have fun

so now, do what you do best. youve been good enough for too long. you know what i mean.

--your darker side

oh wait! you know you dont have any other side than me. so go ahead and throw that wings just use the horns. its more fun and much safer =P

untitled

2008-08-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

Funny how quick the milk turns sour

Promises turn to dust

Wedding bells just turn to rust

Trust into mistrust

Lips that promise - fear the worst

Tongue so sharp - the bubble burst

Just into unjust

I hear a funny hesitation

Of a heart that's never really sure

Can't keep on tryin'

If you're looking for more

almost had me thinkin'

Almost convince me

You came real close

So maybe I'll be here

Maybe I'll see you around

...

none

2008-07-15T15:25:00.000-07:00

its almost 5 am
i still cant sleep
im becoming this kind of person that i used to hate
im becoming clingy
now i know how it feels
i have a lot of stuff going on my mind
i cant put it into one sentence
it talks about love
hate
karma
a good conversation sometimes helps
going out and drinking also helps me forget
but hell starts when you go to bed at night
how can you tell yourself to stop thinking
how can you lock yourself up from emotions
i guess you cant
sometimes you just cant
even if you try so hard
sometimes you just cant tell yourself to stop

another KUDOS

2008-05-28T12:50:00.001-07:00

If you have read my Kudos to the guy at Flawless Spa located at SM bacoor that I frequently go to and those barristas at Bo's coffee shop at MOA heres another crew that truly deserve a pat on the back... The crew of Metrostar Ferry that sails to Cavite City four times a day from Mall of Asia.

Whenever they see someone with luggage or shopping/grocery bags, they'll come rushing to your side to help you carry those bags. Just like last week, as soon as I come out of the Taxi, they just asked if I am boarding to the boat going to Cavite and then smiled and carried my gadgets. They will also open an umbrella for you if its raining. They are warm and so friendly, you will always see a smile on their faces.

Metrostar Ferry is not only a great releif to commuters going to Cavite, cutting the 1.5-2 hours travel time by land in half, it is also very "chillaxing". Even if the cost is almost twice as much as the cost of the bus fare there are a lot of people who patronize it. Most of them consider Time as Gold and some of them are foreigners who just want to try it out. I always take the 3pm trip on my way home to Cavite from work. It is so nice to see the sun and the orange sky above the waters of Manila Bay with my headset playing relaxing music at deafening volume. Even if you dont have any music player on you will also enjoy the sound of the waves crashing on the ferry boat.

If you are interested in their service heres some information that you might want to see:

TERMINAL

Cavite City
Samonte Park
(back of City Hall)
Tel: (046) 431-6356
Cel: 0928-6774469

Mall of Asia
Lot2, Blk1, Coral Way
SM Mall of Asia
Tel: (02) 407-8825 to 26
Cel: 0928-6774221

SCHEDULE OF TRIPS

Cavite City TO MOA

6:30am

9:30am

1:30pm

4:00pm

MOA TO Cavite City

7:45am

11:00am

3:00pm

6:00pm

FARES

Adults PhP 75.00

Senior Citizens PhP 60.00

Students PhP 60.00

words that makes me want to change my "religion"

2008-05-26T00:34:00.000-07:00

"but i think the best part of relationships is the part where you learn the true nature of someone too...the part where they get sick and you are there to carry them and hold them, the part where they are sad and you can let their head rest on your shoulder while oyu comfort them..."

"i think that sex is important, but to be the best friend of someone that you are making love to is better, sex is an easy thing, but friendship and love are eternal"

"well..i think all good things have hard work...but i think there has to mutual respect too and not look at the other as an object...but to feel them and appreciate them and have them inspire you..."

"well...i would have to say that is based on trust...i think that there are something s you cant get past like someone who cheats, but that is a character flaw in my opinion, but the most imporant thing is respect and love"

"nd i think that if you dont trust your partner then perhaps they have betrayed you and for that reason they are not the right one...its hard to be with someone who has betrayed you in such a manner that leaves you empty and bitter"

"i believe in love and eternity...i think that i would rather echo in the halls of love with one person than fade in a cemetery alone and sad because i didnt take the chance to embrace someone because i was to selfish with my desires"

"they do say if something is to good to be true than it probably is, but what about if you live your life by that do you disregard your feelings of your heart to cynicism...perhaps you will miss out on great opportunities for that very reason..."

"yeah...its a love that exists and is real...I think its what i desire in a person...Its where trust blossoms and life blooms....I do think it is harder to find as you get older, but i think its possible...its like anything you have to have faith"

"then you have to wait and find the one that does...you need to travel and look, because what we desire most is companionship in life...and it is a feeling of completeness"

"love and belongingness are basic needs that fit right above food and shelter...so without them we dont fully grow into who our best can be...at least thats what i believe"

"i want to be with someone that makes me a better person simply because they are in my life...because they effect me in such a way i am happier, i smile wider, i walk lighter and i take time to smell the flowers....i know she is out there....i will look until i find her"

makes me want to have my force sheild off and close my eyes and be lost in oblivion
and these are all coming from a guy... believe it or not...

how a blog of a cynical girl should look like

2008-05-26T00:09:00.000-07:00

Nothing could be worse than wanting someone that you know you can never have, or someone that you know that is just right there somewhere but is turning cold. Its like looking at a display at the mall and wanting to touch it so bad and knowing that you dont have the money to buy it. I should have seen this coming, everytime you say or hear the word I love you, theres goin to be a mess afterwards, a mess that you cant clean. it will linger and will always remind you how clumsy and careless you have been. You want to bring something back, something that you have felt the first time you say that magic words but you just dont know how because you are just not sure what was missing or not so sure if there is really something missing. You just thought that there is something missing because you feel that something has change and that change was due to that something that was missing. But i know i am the one to blame... Why should i feel sad if im the one who refused to believe that men are capable of falling in love...

things to do: errr.. or better yet daily routine

2008-05-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

♥Get all the help I can get to motivate myself to go to work
♦Use all my energy and all my SUPER powers to stop my evil alter ego to resurface.
♣Remove all the negative thoughts on my mind. pop the black thought bubble.
♠Be invisible.
♥Be normal.
♦Eat more chocolate. (chocolates = endorphin = happiness)
♣Wear my "force sheild" all the time but wear a smile at the same time
♠Play cupid more often
♥make more friends
♦stop breathing...

weird

2008-04-23T01:55:00.000-07:00

no name: is it possible that you would be totally helpless if someone is tickling your feet?
sherie: yes it is since im very ticklish in that area
no name: what would you do if you are on the phone and someone is tickling your feet?
sherie: ill probably kick whoever it is
no name: what if he is grabbing your ankle?
sherie:ill call for help
no name: what would you tell to the person on the phone?
sherie: ill tell the truth. why do i have to lie?
no name: i think i ♥ you...
sherie: ??

How would you know if you are a quitter or you just have to quit?

2008-04-21T20:26:00.000-07:00

RHUR:If there are no other choice/option then you have to quit but if there is and you didnt even try then you are a quitter.

MEG:pag di mu na xia gusto or pag di kana masaya dats the tym that u need to quit....
....pag gusto mo xia pero di mu makuha and then nag-quit ka...yun yung quitter, tama ba?=)

DENISE:i think every person who quits is a quitter...
to be continued...magiicp pa ako sagot

TIN: Pag dahil sa takot kya ka magququit -> quitter ka
Pag masya ka pero feeling mo di na para sayo ung isang bagay à you’re just letting go.
Nasasa tao din yan, kaw bahala mag tag sa sarili mo ng quitter o hindi. Basta binigyan mo ng chance ang sarili mo to prove youself, tas nag quit ka, hindi ka na quitter nun kasi nag take ka naman ng chance J

Hedane:ok quitter ka kng talagang di ka man lang gumawa ng way para maging maganda ung way kung anuman yun pero kapag ginawa mo na lahat still wala pa ring nangyayari stagnant pa rin then we should really quit di na quitter tawag dun kung sakali man..;-)

Dhelyo:you are a quitter if you have all the reasons not to quit..

4 Types of men

2008-04-19T14:28:00.000-07:00

The Pathetic
Beware of these kinds of men for they will kill you with their melancholic lines. If you stick long enough with these types youll end up being an emo or you will grow angry with the world.

The Arrogant
These XY types of human being thinks that they are rockstars and their life is a movie. They will show off whatever they think they are good at even if the fact is they look stupid. Conversation is useless for they only know one type. Monologue... you just listen and if you cant take it anymore try to drink some strong stuff like muriatic acid to stop the agony from listening.

The Player
These men are the most common type. They are also the FUN type. They outnumbered the Pathetic and the Arrogant. This type have sub types. There are Players who is open to the public that they just like to play. One of the indicators that they are a player is that they dont want to tie the knot or dont want any commitment. The other type is the Players who tries to hide their true colors. They disguised themsleves as Mr. Nice guy(description below...). These are the types of men who cheats and brags about it when they are talking to their male friends, but when they are talking to thier prey they talk as if they are responsible and will try to convince you sometimes that you are soulmates. They are good with words that sometimes you just want to think and hope that what they are saying is true. If you fall for it and you dont know how to break the spell then your doomed.

The Nice Guy
they dont exist...

sunburn

2008-04-19T14:13:00.000-07:00

I tried to get away from work and went to see boracay. It was fun but the fun was short lived. I only stayed there for four days. When I got back to reality I just wanted to get away even more.... The only thing that keeps me goin now is love love love love love. :) I used to be a nocturnal pale skin girl now im sun-kissed but still nocturnal that misses the beach so much.