Nothing could be worse than wanting someone that you know you can never have, or someone that you know that is just right there somewhere but is turning cold. Its like looking at a display at the mall and wanting to touch it so bad and knowing that you dont have the money to buy it. I should have seen this coming, everytime you say or hear the word I love you, theres goin to be a mess afterwards, a mess that you cant clean. it will linger and will always remind you how clumsy and careless you have been. You want to bring something back, something that you have felt the first time you say that magic words but you just dont know how because you are just not sure what was missing or not so sure if there is really something missing. You just thought that there is something missing because you feel that something has change and that change was due to that something that was missing. But i know i am the one to blame... Why should i feel sad if im the one who refused to believe that men are capable of falling in love...

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