its almost 5 am
i still cant sleep
im becoming this kind of person that i used to hate
im becoming clingy
now i know how it feels
i have a lot of stuff going on my mind
i cant put it into one sentence
it talks about love
a good conversation sometimes helps
going out and drinking also helps me forget
but hell starts when you go to bed at night
how can you tell yourself to stop thinking
how can you lock yourself up from emotions
i guess you cant
sometimes you just cant
even if you try so hard
sometimes you just cant tell yourself to stop